Obviously, the swirl of mental patterns continued.
Swirl 1
This piece began with an Oops in the background. Then, my hand vigorously started mimicking the swirl of my mental patterns.
Prelude To Swirl 1 And 2
She Wants To Feel You, Man - Johnny Blackburn
Astonishing, inspirational video!! WOW!
Duly Noted Oops
"Duly noted" is repeatedly and cursively written in the underlying image. I layered it with multiple "Oops". Quite often now regarding observations and experiences, I find myself acknowledging and uttering these words, words that originally were prompted by divorce proceedings. They work well separately or together, for any subject matter, and always bring me calm and clarity.
Age
When meeting kindred spirits, I know that the soul recognition has absolutely nothing to do with chronological age.
"The Unease Of Moving Through The World As A Woman"- Huffington Post 8/28/18
OMG, I really relate to this. It is so true! Just the other day I was driving by an entrance to an area with trees and a trail which, as a runner, looked appealing. Immediately I thought that there is no way I would be running there by myself. Always aware of my vulnerability as a woman, I most definitely take precautions when out and about.
I read a snippet of Stephen Curry's recent essay re his daughters only relating to equality in pay and the lack thereof "sending the wrong message to women about who they are, and how they're valued, and what they can or cannot become." Well, while he's rightfully championing for equal pay, equal safety must be part of the equation. In the meantime, I recommend he enroll his beautiful daughters in self-defense classes.
Progress
A health care practitioner recently said to me, "Moving forward is not necessarily linear." This was on the heels of feeling that I was making great strides in physical and emotional wellbeing only to hit a few road blocks and lapse into discomfort, self-doubt, and impatience.
Good point to remember and, naturally, I prefer linear!
I Tonya
A friend asked if I had seen this movie. My reply was no and that I had no interest in it. She understood yet insisted I take the DVD, stating that I would be surprised at how good it is. She was right! Other than a few scenes where I closed my eyes, for the most part, I remained fully engaged in this depiction of Tonya's life.
Once again I was reminded that childhoods are intricately entwined with destiny. Raised by a highly abusive, domineering mother, it stands to reason, especially in her younger years, that she would attract an influential mate who was violent too. Even though there are no excuses for her complicity in harming another skater, it's understandable as, other than her extraordinary talent, she really didn't have much of a chance.
That being said, she, like each of us, has been given perfect opportunities for human and spiritual advancement.
Interesting Observation
So, it seems similar issues exist in gay and heterosexual relationships. I was at a meeting the other night where a recommendation for a popular, budget-approved improvement was being presented by a member of the specially-appointed interior committee. Mind you this member/man has been working on the project for months! Suddenly, his partner starts talking, emphatically stating that this particular improvement is not necessary, and it's a waste of money.
I sat there mystified for a moment and shocked by what seemed to be betrayal and sabotage by this guy's partner. It was really obvious how oblivious he was to undercutting.
Unquestionably, it brought back memories of my long-term relationship. I left the meeting with much empathy for the presenter, who may have brushed the offense off with a shrug, and a huge sigh of relief for myself that I no longer have to deal with that, a partner or anyone else who is disloyal and who works to diminish my efforts and value.
Reference again "Cumulative Erosion.”