Reincarnation

From a young age, I’ve believed in this “rebirth of a soul in a new body” and past lives. Surely my father’s unexpected death was a catalyst. Given that the human experience is so expansive with a myriad of opportunities, adventures, and emotions, I cannot believe the wisdom and knowledge gained are to no avail once the physical form expires. The longer I live the more understanding I have of the process, both individually and collectively; hence, my agreement with what Robert Schwartz says:

https://yoursoulsplan.wordpress.com/2019/01/17/perspectives-on-president-trump/

P.S. I especially like his statement, “Yet, out of the manure beautiful flowers can eventually grow.”

Martin Luther King Jr.

In honor of this man, today I watched the documentary, “King In The Wilderness”. Without a doubt, he was an impressive activist embracing equality and paving the way for others to take the lead. Surely, he would be so happy to know Barack Obama and not so happy to know his successor. However, perhaps he would understand the sequence and necessity for a quasi-leader who finally, fully exposes the prevailing systematic racism, elitism, indecency, bigotry and injustice so that they can be expunged forever. This will truly be a great nation when there is a foundation of freedom and prosperity for all.

Transmission For The Total Super Full Moon Eclipse Continued

“You are leaving behind the roles - all the settling for, the making nice, the barely breathing and calling it a life - you’ve been living out since February 2017 and birthing a new level mission. The past is now inaccessible, no matter how hard you try to cling on to it.”

Oh my gosh, it has certainly been longer than February 2017. Like decades! So very true that the past is inaccessible despite the grasping and clinging to loss of physical comforts, family structure and delusional thoughts of what life could have been. No! It could not have been given the characters and systems in place in birth family and the offshoot, marriage.

“In your own world - if you’re ready - your ripened Karma signals that the time is now to disengage from the past; radically re-imagine your future; recognize how you’ve been underestimating yourself and becoming increasingly self-sustaining.” Yes, Yes, Yes!!! Per my sequence of postings, art, etc. And, this is what I’ve been doing - ripening my Karma? Love it!

Love too - “This eclipse - known in ancient times as predicting the removal of kings - will be right overhead in Washington as the shutdown lengthens.” The day of reckoning is in process. Yay!

Full Moon Lunar Eclipse

What a magnificent, powerful sight last night with the earth casting a shadow over a quarter of the moon.

From Hare in the Moon Astrology:

“TRANSMISSION FOR THE TOTAL SUPER FULL MOON ECLIPSE HAPPENING RIGHT NOW -A heads up! We are now in the seismic magnetic force field of the January 21, 2019 Total Super Full Moon Lunar Eclipse 0 degrees Leo

This is one of the most potent of the 5 (!) eclipses in 2019 - not just a Lunar eclipse but a Super Blood Full Moon when the Moon is at its closest to the Earth. Not only that but Pluto, Mercury, the South Node of Fate and the Sun are all square awakener Uranus just as Mars on the hyper sensitive world axis in warrior Aries squares Saturn the Lord of Time and Karma - the volatility and unpredictability quotient is off the scales.

The potential for seismic activity, solar flares, high tides and earth movements is magnified, as is the impact on your nervous system and physicality. Grounding, decluttering, breath work, hydrating and creating a sanctuary for yourself in your own body is not an optional extra but a necessity. Your embodiment is mirroring the magnetic pole shifts.

The total Eclipse falls exactly across the cusps of Leo/Cancer and Aquarius/Capricorn at the master degrees - effectively severing you permanently from the energy strings and sticky grey webs of the 3D past. You are leaving behind the roles - all the settling for, the making nice, the barely breathing and calling it a life - you’ve been living out since February 2017 and birthing a new level mission. The past is now inaccessible, no matter how hard you try to cling on to it.

In the 3D world, Pandora’s Boxes are going to explode wide open one after another with revelation after revelation of what has been deliberately concealed. This eclipse - known in ancient times as predicting the removal of kings - will be right overhead in Washington as the shutdown lengthens.

In your own world - if you’re ready - your ripened Karma signals that the time is now to disengage from the past; radically re-imagine your future; recognize how you’ve been underestimating yourself and becoming increasingly self-sustaining.

Now that the Node of Fate and the 2019/20 eclipses have returned to Cancer for the first time since 2001, this is a rare opportunity to clear family, karma, delete family imprinting and inner “rules” you may still be unconsciously following which sabotage your beliefs about what is possible for yourself. At meta level, your new mission is to handcraft a life that expresses your unique essence, your spirit, you're Duende…..why you are here.”

Personally, I am right on schedule. With the bit about Washington, collectively too. This corroborates my direction, inspires me to keep going, and fortifies my trust in cosmic balance.

Compassion

Bringing this into the equation, with reference to evolving, releasing a grasp on ego and choosing heightened awareness, as Anam Thubten says, “Compassion is natural to all human beings even if it is hidden sometimes. If compassion is lacking in a person, it is sometimes just buried by unfortunate circumstances like trauma or hardship in their upbringing or conditioning that trained their mind to be competitive, ambitious or to divide people. There are thousands of ways our heart can be shielded and buried under such psychological shadows.”

Eckhart Tolle

As he explains, “If you had not suffered as you have, there would be no depth to you as a human being, no humility, no compassion.”

Although, I could argue that suffering is not always the beginning of consciousness. It can fuel negative emotions and destructive behaviors such as retaliation. Via suffering, some individuals refuse to evolve and release a grasp on ego and some choose heightened awareness.

Betrayal

Receiving the envelope has sparked this topic again. This has been tough and heart-wrenching to grasp an understanding of, to feel and segue through. I’ve experienced it in childhood, my long-term marriage, divorce and now birth family again a hundred fold; coming full circle to where it all started. (Although, I could add past lives. Lol!). Thwarting truth, glass half empty, insane jealousy, victim mentality, scamming, a mother and 4 daughters all vying for survival with fear as a spearhead.

Clearly, I could not control the periodic, unsavory behavior of the involved characters towards me because I dared to be different, to keep searching for and following my truth. I know it is time to lay the past down, with awareness that it no longer adversely affects me; rather, it informs me and inspires my creativity.

I intend to practice love, compassion and exercise the principle of letting go and moving forward fortified with the only power I have which is over my thoughts, emotions and actions. Most definitely a moment by moment dance.

The Envelope

Yesterday it arrived and, Goddamn, in a momentary loss of focus, I inadvertently and jaggedly tore the top. Peering inside, I caught a quick glimpse at a folded up legal document with a signature. Expecting this by mid-January, I had been on mail alert with steadfast intention to “return to sender” this intact and unopened envelope. OOPS! Immediately, reflex-style, I grabbed the scotch tape and began a mini art project taping the top back together to pass postal inspection.

As mentioned previously, an older sibling, in collusion with her twin sons, stole my monetary inheritance/gift. Repeatedly lying, they got mother to transfer the deed to her valuable property on LaRinconada Drive outside her will and trust, thereby, removing it as an asset and making it “untouchable”. The combination of living to an older age and bilking by siblings and nephews left a small amount of liquid assets, an amount that would not cover my stated gift and that of younger sister. To make the scam/theft complete, this older sibling and sons petitioned the Court to abate our gifts. My only recourse - file an elderly financial abuse lawsuit, which is certainly the case here. I thought long and hard about it; however, in weighing cost vs. benefit, it made no sense. It would have been a solo venture as my younger sister received her inheritance/gift in advance a few years ago.

Uncontested, this Petition would be signed by a judge and the theft legitimized. Another legal document concealing deceit and signifying injustice and, well, a familiar “Ugh” for me from divorce litigation. So, upon receipt, I prepared to get it out of my field of energy ASAP.

Drop off at the post office was empowering as I acknowledged a Divine, higher law, law of attraction and the boomerang effect. How foolish for anyone to think that ignoble behavior leads to happiness.

“Life Itself”

A friend highly recommended this movie on Amazon Prime. She thought I would “love it and LOVE the message”! So, on New Year’s later in the evening, I started the streaming. Anticipating it would be a “feel good” story, my plan was to view half of it, postponing the other half to the next evening, then happily go to bed. Whoa, a warning - there were intense, unexpected violent scenes that came quicker than I could cover my eyes. As soon as visual calm was restored, I chose to go to bed given late hours from previous days’ festivities. Of course, my sleep was rocky.

This is not a movie to watch in Parts 1 and 2. (New intention - only start a movie if it can be finished within the associated timeframe). The next morning right after meditating, aware of immediacy for resolution of the dissonance, I reactivated the Apple TV Amazon app.

On completion, early befuddlement was replaced with love of the message. I found this movie to be immensely provoking mentally and emotionally, triggering an even deeper understanding of varied, life sequences and letting the past go. Thumbs up for me!